Rinse, repeat, replay

[Raine]

Snodderly that was perfect! When I first found out about OW I was destroyed. It was racking my brain about how to stop it, wondering what she had that I didn't. Now I look at her (them) and realize they can't even touch my shadow. In someways I almost feel sorry for them, knowing they are so insecure and being used like a dirty rag. Almost...:)

GG he won't be happy. My H tries to feign happiness, but sorry buddy, happy people don't live their life the way he is. My H opens up every once in awhile, out of the blue. A lot of it I think he is testing the waters and seeing my reaction. My prayers are with you too! You are a strong woman who is going to get through this.

Rh, I totally see that in my H too. He has zero standards. He'd jump on anything at this point, or wants them to want him. I feel like he wants to control them, use them, and then move on. I think it's really pathetic, but i feel really detached from it, like he isn't even my husband. Kind of weird feeling that way. Did your H have an OW?

I'm doing pretty good physically, but hitting third trimester now. I feel like I went from normal to pregnant in a week. My kids are amazing. They're so happy and play so well together. Had the house cleaned today and that always makes me feel happy. Work is going really well. They're bending over backwards for me. Sleeping is still the issue. I wake up at 4 every morning because of baby kicking my bladder, and then I have a hard time going back to sleep because I'm tired but not exhausted and can't turn my brain off.

H called tonight and wants to take the kids the next two Thur so I can go out. That was pretty cool of him. I stopped asking him to take them a month or more ago and I like that he is wanting to spend more time with them.