Oh I'm aware of the rollercoaster, and how it works.

I think I'm done though. With the emotions.

This is exactly where I didn't want to be.

I just gotta find a job and pull the rest of the pieces back together.

Because I shut down before, just kinda wondering if it's going to happen again. I want love in my life, I don't want to be shut down like before.

M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.