They call it a roller coaster because it goes up and down and sometimes stays level. You're not off it.

Have you matured any emotionally since you were 20? Why do you expect that you'll react the same to this tremendous relationship disappointment as you did to that one?

Why don't you think you will have any control over your emotions in order to become healthy?

Adinva 51, S20, S18
M24 total
6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out
9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50
5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend
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Happiness is a warm puppy.