That is a tough one. If you have people that you know that care, and you're not opening up to them, it does hinder their ability to help. Do you know what help you were looking for? Or did you maybe feel like you didn't need help? I relate it to going to the doctor but not telling him where it hurts, vs. not going to the doctor at all.
Are you saying that you were the one that cared the least, in reference to the other R's you mentioned?