What are you waiting for? Start living now, that is what DB says. Do all the things that living means, other than find another love because you're not there yet. It's moving *forward* not necessarily moving *on*.
The expectations and the waiting for W to do something is what's holding you back. It sounds like you are ready to *start* DBing. That will mean you stop waiting for her and start living.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
