As a test I've watched all the videos of the sad songs. Watched relationship movies (last night and this morning)...
Nothing. I think I welled up earlier when a particular staind song come up, but I didn't feel anything when "Our" song came on. "Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down was our song.
She and I were together for about 2 or 3 years at this point. I had been moved in for about 2 years. I went with my father and brother to Gatlinburg Tn for the big Rod Run they have and whatnot for vacation. That song came on for both of us, about the same time. It was in the morning, about 10ish. We just got in the car and it was on. I heard it and took note of it, liked it. She called me about 20 min's later and said she just heard our perfect song that made her think of me. Said it was "Here without you" and I didn't know what to think. Was very cool.
I heard it. Nothing.
I got a call earlier that should've pissed me off. Nothing.
I'm afraid of getting cold and empty again like I use to be
Thanks for replying again Chatterbug.
M: 36/W: 28 T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me. Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer Nov1st: Both moved.