I say I want to save it because I love him. I say I want to stay because he's going to kill himself drinking and I need to protect him. I say that I want to go because I'm dying inside. I say that I am ok with the limbo. I say that I'm not ok with the limbo. Get a ticker because you are going to need one to keep up on this.

Truth for me? I'm very very scared.


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11