Just journaling here, but if anyone has some input, I am all ears.
I am starting to get some pressure from my family, to just divorce and move on. Everyone in my family feels I am playing the fool and this will never turn around. Not having that support is absoultely crushing me. It is even worse, considering how we are in business together and very close. It makes my situation extremely difficult.
I am at my wits end. The last couple days have involved more tears than I ever recall shedding. I don't know what to do anymore. I am so distraught. On one hand I feel that my best chance of reconciling is to continue to DB. On the other hand, I feel that I should just sit my W down and have a, "lay out the facts and absolutes" conversation regarding our marriage. Basically, give her one last opertunity to even consider trying. I wouldn't be asking her to move back in or hold my hand today, just that she would be open to moving forward. I am just so torn......
