Like I have said before, I am my own worst enemy. I worry and worry. My mom is the same way. We worry if we don't have anything to worry about.
So the next five days will be interesting. He will be around because it's his time with the kids. I plan on doing some things on my own this weekend. I need to watch the money too. So maybe I will go to the library and I have some gift cards I can use. I don't want to be gone too much because I am afraid he will use that against me.
I guess my fear is if custody is going to be determined by a GAL and a judge I am scared of doing the wrong thing and him painting this picture of me as an unfit mother. For instance, I have a friend who is having a birthday get together this Friday. If I go, will he turn it around that I went to the bar instead of being home with my kids? That's what I am worried about. Needlessly worrying, probably. But I just need someone to tell me it's gonna be okay. : (
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
