Good to see you back.

Maybe you should look at it as creating a new R with someone who you have some interest it. Be open.

However, I wouldn't go into C if you really don't want a R with your W. How many times to we read here from the other side how that doesn't work.

No matter what you decide, seems like you're in a good place.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss