This is why expectations get us in trouble. You were following a path based on what your W said, maybe not necessarily what you wanted?
Because in my way of thinking, if you were following your path, you would be in a better place right now, no matter what W wanted. Not to negate the negative impact of D but you've known for 18 mos that things weren't good.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss