Are you happy now where you are? Why did you come here? What are you hoping to gain while being here? I mean it seems like you have a game plan and a path you are mostly content with, but yet you are here? Why do you think? And pleeeassseee don't go
I am NOT happy. Why do I stay? You're gonna need a ticker to keep up on my responses (excuses) to that. I think I thought I could fix it. I could cure his alcoholism and things would just go back to the way they were because I love him. And when things go back to the way they were then I'll fall in love with him again. Then we will move to a small island, buy a bar and serve margaritas. Ok, I made the last part up but I'm starting to realize my stay in fantasyland. LOL. It sounds funny when I say it, but at this point, I'm down to raw emotions.
