I'm so sorry you are going through a tough time. You don't deserve this at all. Just so you know, though, we all have days/stretches like these. So, it is NORMAL is this journey we are on. It sux, but we have to release these emotions so we CAN move forward.
My response to his comments to you:
*I didnt think it was important to treat him good when he was with me and I have gone out of my way to kill him...its working. --He's not dead yet, right??? Although that might be easier for you to work through than this! LOL
*He is miserable --If OW is soooo wonderful why is he still miserable & wanting to move to AZ????????
*the whole world, most importantly his kids, think Im a saint and a victim and he is a selfish monster who left his pregnant wife, unprevoked --He IS a selfish monster who left his pregnant wife! And, yes, you ARE a saint! *That something was wrong with me if I couldnt see he was miserable for the past 16 years --REWRITING HISTORY!!! That's their justification & their deep, thick, dark FOG talking!
*He wants to get the f**k outta here..the pain is killing him...the baby, like a knife in his gut everytime he thinks about him --He is a SICK, SICK, MAN!!!
*he can never forgive me or love me..sorry *there is too much ugliness to R...cant really deal with my family..too much pain and sadness --He is INCAPABLE of any real love right now. AND, the ugliness is his own heart denying reality not to mention the ugliness of how his is treating you!
Whewwww! I feel better! Now, I can go vent on my own thread about my H!
Lots of LOVE, SB!!!! TG / Lil' GTO
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
