Dang, I woke up this AM feeling pretty good but getting down about sitch as day goes. Not sure what the trigger was but having a hard time shaking it. Even at lunch with friends made me think of time W and I had lunch at that restaurant about 7 months ago and had such a good time we had a "check please" moment. Been there to eat several times since BD and never thought about it until today??? Seems like every person I see has asked me how I'm doing. I may hit the next person that tells me either I'll be better off and happier in the long run or it just takes time. I had no idea this many people even knew, I guess the word is out now at work...
I'm really struggling right now because I want to call W to just talk. I know nothing good would come from that so that's why I'm on here. Deep down I miss having my W as my friend. I guess I haven't detached at all or I'm just having a very bad day. I still feel really angry with her so very confused. How do I just detach from someone I've loved for 20 years? For you vets that are detached do you ever have these setback moments or is the detachment pretty permanent?
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
or I'm just having a very bad day. I still feel really angry with her so very confused. How do I just detach from someone I've loved for 20 years? For you vets that are detached do you ever have these setback moments or is the detachment pretty permanent?