I guess my biggest fear at this point, is that I don't want my silence or lack of initiating communication to drive her away even more. I don't want her to feel like I give up basically, but I want to give her the space she needs. I have pleaded and begged in the past and it ended with her moving out after a big argument on 12-26-2012. I just need to stay positive, make my changes, and hope that she starts to see how committed I am to our marriage.
