I've never really had time to think about what I would like to do, my whole life I thought my purpose in life was to be a good wife and mother and now grandmother. I can't get any busier, my days are full and a lot of nights too. I'm in a lot of volunteer organizations and other activities that keep me very busy, but coming home to an empty house and bed is hard. I have a new home and don't want to spend any time here.I know I have a lot to be grateful for and I am . When I read a lot of the other sitchs I am lucky to be where I am. Thank you to all who respond, I need to be reminded and thanks for the hugs, I need that too!