I read that book "Not Just Friends" by Dr Shirley Glass and I didnt find the case like ours.He didnt talk to her about his problems,need etc they talked to each other in group with other coworkes and that was it. She obviously finds him attractive,he never thought abot her that way,he feels sick when he thinks about it,her and when he tries to find the answer why he did it.
I want to forgive but I dont know how to forget.i think about us,how we had a great time together,a nd we have it now,but these days although we have good days, in my mind and heart is a dark cloud,Im not completly happy,because I dont understand why he put this dark cloud on our relationship.We are both unhappy and for what ??? And the b.... is having fun outside,no worries ,no regrets