I am a ball buster. I admit it, I am. Most of this is my problem, but I would really like to be with a guy who could stand up to it a little better. In the case of the first guy, we just weren't really a good match ever. He drove me crazy, and we just stayed together out of convenience.
What does that mean to you? To me it says, I can't control some parts of me so I expect someone else to do it for me.
RLA, you can have good Rs but you have to keep the focus on you, good and bad.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss