Soul.Searching my way back.

[Soul.Searching]

Just wanted to apologize to everyone, I haven't been posting on anyone's threads. I'm not in a good place right now. I went from being so low, to gradually so high, while on holidays, then right back down.

I don't know how to deal with all this. I just feel so low.
I've been replaced in less than four months. His told everybody via FB and has our children sleeping over there.

MIL doesn't see anything wrong with it and that hurts too. I don't even know why I love him. I have no respect for him at all. I feel so upset, angry and bitter.

It feels like he just keeps kicking me when I'm down.

I don't know how to get past this. I don't know how to move on. Everything is just such an effort right now.

I just feel like giving up,...