I'm so sorry to hear you are going through such a tough time. Luckily the holidays are over, as these tend to put extra stressors on our sitchs.
You need to give yourself time. Time to heal. Time to allow yourself these feelings you are going through. It is not healthy to deny yourself the very feelings you are having. Having said that it doesn't mean to wallow day after day in self pity.
AS is right, you need to do something different. Get involved w friends and activities that make YOU happy. Use this time for self-reflection. Enjoy the small moments of joy each day. That's how I get through each day Thankful for the little things that I am blessed with in my life. You seem to have a lot of joys in your life.
Also, think about something new and different you have never done, but would like to try. This could be a chance for you to explore a side of yourself you didn't even know you had.
(((HUGS TO YOU)))
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
