Got over Christmas good but struggled with New Years. I invited H for supper and he turned me down, so I packed up and left for a couple of days. Not sure if he came while I was gone or not but he has not been here for over a week. I saw him at grandsons hockey game yesterday and talked a bit but that was the only time since New Years eve day that we have talked. He used to come over every day for coffee and breakfast and have'nt heard boo from him on that either. I'm missing him more now because I don't know what is going on and really struggling not to call or text him . I know NC is supposed to be a good thing but having a really hard time with that right now. I keep really busy and am really trying to be grateful for what I have and not be concerned with what I don't have.I just want to lock myself in my room and cry but I have too many committments to do that. Help !!!
