Wendylon and Ruby thanks for the support. I have not posted in a few days as not much change really in my sitch other than my last big 180 which is to give up smoking! and I am on day 6 yippee!!!
Ruby snowboarding is also on my list - I had 1 lesson about 12 months ago and meant to return to it. I remember a lot of falling . I have also signed up for the BUPA 10k Manchester run with a few mates who are running for charity. They have all agreed to run for my S special school charity which is great.
Dropped S off at W this evening as taking eldest back to University tomorrow so need an early start. No tears from S which was great.
Took S swimming and horseriding this weekend as well as looking at booking summer holiday abroad with S. Had my 2nd horse riding lesson too.
W had left a book out which I could not help but notice. It is called Journey of the Soul by Brenda Davies and wondered if anyone has heard of it/read it. Seems to be about our journey through life, death etc and did wonder if W is trying to work through some things but then again..
No crying from W either tonight so fingers crossed. Wendylon I am not sure whether it would be a hopeful sign or not to be honest. I convinced myself it is guilt and the reality stick hitting home. I don't think she has been gone anything like long enough to feel any different about me.
. I have also signed up for the BUPA 10k Manchester run with a few mates who are running for charity. They have all agreed to run for my S special school charity which is great. 