T, Sometimes you have to step away from the board in order to work on yourself.
I'm sorry you had a little bit of a let down over NYE. You recognize what you did and now you need to step back and allow her to continue to figure things out. Step back and continue w/no expectations.
BTW, Happy Belated Birthday!
Time and space are on your side as well as hers. She recognizes that she still has some work to do. Don't get caught up in her comments, but pay particular attention to her body language and actions.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
