I have needed to step back a bit from the board, doing my own work internally.
Well, NYE I set myself up a nice expectations trap since W "came out" during xmas and was a bit disappointed that W was back withdrawn and "inside". It was hard because NYE was my favorite holiday. But it was an improvement over last year when she had her own virtual party online cybersexing or whatever she did. This year she was doing her EFT tapping, knitting, not online at all, but still withdrawn...notice the small things T, the small improvements...lol...
I had my birthday, she didn't do or say anything about it, but we all know mlc'ers DO that, so I wasn't disappointed...I gave myself the gift of knocking off a bunch of little, but important, things off my perpetual list...I feel great about that and the pressure/annoyance relief. Then I went and re-arranged my office/studio with one of my sons, I think it will help me get more music recorded going forward, much better efficiency and feng-shui. Of course, now I have a pile of stuff left to sort, file, donate, etc...hit that tomorrow. Finished the night off with a couple of episodes of Spartacus. I am happy with the day.
Other than that, W is doing her internal journey, I just do whatever it is that I do...have some nice goals for 2013 lined up to keep me busy. I feel that something is going to change soon, even W says its pretty much her sorting out herself...idk, trying to not spend too much energy fretting about it either way and let things be, and let them work out as they are supposed to in their own time.
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
