Originally Posted By: ForeverYoung


Have you followed up on this? If not, why? Why are you sitting around in your house without any coffee? (sorry, but that line actually made me laugh)

Hey, if I didn't have any coffee I know I'd feel like doodoo, even if I had 3 wonderful wives at home.


Well T did fix the coffee problem. Im happy to see im not the only one that can not do anything till i have coffee.
Im not as angry at this point too.

Well As fare as decorating well I have not done anything about that yet. I think that it was more of a compliment on how i set my house up.

I'm feel better now I was out visiting my mom in the nursing home. Driving home I had the feeling of going to drive past W house. But i stopped and just asked myself Hmmm what good will it do me? If she is home or out or what if she sees me. All that is not good for me. So I just came home.

Just sometimes it is hard to keep the hope or should i say it this way i just think that there may be something wrong with me for holding on to hope for this long. When i see no hope in her actions at this point. But God can do anything so I keep praying