Feeling sad is very normal because you have reached acceptance. Accepting that you do not have control of your sitch. This is part of detaching.

You are doing great!! Continue with your journey!

M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017