Random musings

[BeingMe]

I agree with you when you say: "There is more that you don't know about your partner than you do. What lurks in the darkness of your mind can and will bite you in life. A person is not prepared for what that darkness can bring." My H admitted to me last night that he is "such an a-hole." I didn't disagree. I felt he was trying to get some sympathy out of me because he is realizing how dividing our resources will leave each of us with just enough to live on. I forgave my H for the initial EA, but not for leading me on for 7 years, while we were making a "new start." I know that I will do so eventually, once we're divorced and living apart. I think there is so much that he hasn't told me, but he did say it's none of my business. So one can assume it's pretty bad.

Good musings, Mirage. I like your GAL activities, except for the skydiving. I'm too afraid of heights. I am lucky to have the most delightful children ever ... my D20 is my younger me, and we get on so well. We can chat for hours. I've joined the local astronomy club, and authors group. I am halfway through a creative writing degree, and am looking forward to getting a writing job (I hope, otherwise my book will have to sell once it's finished - ha). And, I do a lot of walking in nature, or dancing to my Wii dance cd's. Dancing makes me happy while I sweat.

I also find this bb a blessing. I've been on it for about 8 years. Long time, but I've learnt so much in that time.