OK well not sure were to start. I guess I am just going to vent a little.
I feel like crap. I hate what is going on in my life.. I hate life all together today... I need to send a note or text to WAW and hate that i have to do this. I hate the fact my WAW is being such a jerk to me and her mom. I think that the reason why I have not been invited over to foot ball with her Bro and a friend of hers is due to WAW being a jerk. Im sure she said something to them.
I know there is always hope in everything but I dont feel that way today. I have not had any communication with W since 12-31-12 wishing her a good day. I just dont get how the WAW can still be so angry for so long. I know it is not me. I have done noting but be nice to her in every way. I still got no thank you for the gift i gave her. I just dont get it at all... I am always told that she is angry at me but the real anger is that she is not happy with herself.
I am just not in a good spot and I have no coffee in my house. I just honestly just feel like this will never work out and i hate that. I just would like to have time with WAS and just talk. I just hate everything that she has put me thru.. I hate hate hate hate everything life everything..
OK well i dont feel any better now that i typed this but i need to go to store and get coffee
oh did i say i really hate things today wife is so effin mean at times. Is there really any chance? My coach told me sometimes things have to get worse before they get better. This all just [censored]
