He acted like he did not have a care in the world? He does. It is his 180 perhaps. When 2 people are doing a 180 without the other knowing it, does that not make a 360? Perhaps that is what I am going through. Where does it end then?

M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.