Almost Over...

[Dewayne]

No no, no worries Adinva. I talk about future as in NEAR future.

I'm not worried about anything but friends at the moment. I want to get out and find people, but not date or get serious by any means.

I want friends! I want to be held by the opposite sex... that's ALL I want right now! (as far as dating etc) and I think a good friend can do that.

Me? I think I have great potential. I know I've been a loving husband and that half the crap she spewed out was false / exaggerated. I know, "don't listen to what they say". I'm so tired of "hearing" what she says, I just don't even want to talk to her. I think that's why my encounters with her have been wrong. I don't think I want to be around her anymore. My sadness is only grieving for the marriage that once was. If she wakes up, for one she better hope I haven't found a good "friend" that i May want to invest in cus otherwise, it ain't happenin! but 2, if she wakes up and becomes the person she used to be, that's fine, but other than that it will NOT be the same and I realize now that I probably won't even like the woman that comes out of the tunnel

BUT! I still need my support lol.

I miss my baby girl but can't have her for a lil while. Hence another reason I'm ignoring her (stbx) a bit.

Thanks for replying and encouragement. I Feel I'm 80% there to where I need to be, I just need a good job (any job really) to help complete the process. Once I hit the "road", I'm usually gone! With everything, changes, acceptance, all. I'm not on the road, but I'm in the flippin car for sure!!