I'm trying Adinva. I am working on the job thing. I'm working every day to keep the bitterness and anger out. I just slip... still on the ride, ya know.

cold turkey, I broke contact yesterday and have so far ignored 3 calls and 4 txts. One was to see if I wanted jo tonight and another was baout her having a fever. I can't do anything about either one so I left them alone. Plus I kinda left the phone in the couch for a while.

You're right, she's being so freaking immature right now. And still cheating, Divorce isn't dry yet, she's cheating imo. EVEN IF they're not intimate. Which I doubt is the case. ugh.

I'm telling myself every few minutes that I'm better off and thinking of healing and moving forward with finding a MATURE woman who is most likely to be past this teenage stage.

M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.