Yeah I'm trying. It hits sometimes, not all the time anymore. use to it was every minute. Now it's every day to every other day I guess.

I'm doing better now. been doing some more reading and will probably go find some cleaning to do... or something.

Ignored 3 txts from her so far. I can't really keep my child at the moment so I'm not even worried about it at the moment. I miss my kiddo and it gets me down but I'll get by.

M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.