My W is noticing some of the changes in me (I'm sure), both physically and emotionally. Unfortunately, she hasn't shown much interest in anything to do with me lately, but hopefully that will change over time. I am still based in the reality that it may never happen though, and that SUX.
I know that they say time is a gift, but I also worry it could be a curse if she finds interest in OM. Thus far, I don't beleive she has. I guess I will have to cross that bridge when I come to it.
I just feel very helpless today. I wish I could be more proactive in rebuilding a realtionship with my W. I know we all do......
