I was thinking the same, is it a form of pressure? For sure. I have to say things did not get better on my part last night and he texted hope you had a safe drive. See you Sunday,
I only received it later on because I woke up out of that sleep we all do, missing H and I can't even breathe. So, I texted that to him. His reply was that you have certainly hidden it well.
I guess DBing is not an issue lol!
My reply;
No hiding. Everyone knows I am desperately in love and they shake their heads and tell me I am crazy. I have some balance and some peace simply because I accept this. I can't make decisions for anyone but me. What you are seeing is I simply let go of my pride and the f$&k you attitude as the sole pieces of who I am and I know that even when I am weak or I need people it doesn't make me any less me. It makes me more
That was it.
A couple of minor texts today about housekeeping stuff, but will not talk or text unless he does until,Sunday. I think that was more emotionally draining than I anticipated. I've given a good chunk of my energy out and am currently recharging, so will focus on all the good and myself for next couple of days in order to regain that core. Didn't realize I had given out so much over the past few days.
