Hey SB, you have moved forward so much. You are only defining you by your H and R because that is the way you feel right now. Add hormones in the mix and it is not easy. You are such a strong woman and there is no way you are back at square one. I think ou will find you move a bit faster out of this train of thought. We all go there, it hit me hard last night and I thought I had come to terms with a lot of things, so you are not the only one. It certainly doesn't put ou at the beginning again and you have to look at the events that led to this. H is away which does not require your adrenaline to be constantly flowing in order to handle next meeting, confrontation or crisis.
Your body is taking a bit of a break after everything....rest up, don't wallow and get out and do something for you.
