Walking the path to my own happiness

[mamabird]

Feeling a little sad today. I'm feeling more and more like H has just moved on without me. MWD's FB post today had to do with one spouse not forgiving, which means that they haven't looked at their own role in the demise of the R. This just makes me feel powerless and sad.

I do feel like it is time for me to move forward, and it looks more and more like it will be without H. We had a thing at the kids school today. He blew me off as usual, and acted like he hadn't a care in the world. It hurt more than it usually does for some reason.

Heard a radio shrink this morning giving counsel and she mentioned Dr. Gottman, and how he says that stonewalling is the single worst harbinger of demise in the R. I feel like I'm surrounded by signs that say that the chances of working this out are next to nothing.

GH31, I need to reply to you and will do when I have another free moment.