I'm just horrified. I just spent about an hour reading back through past emails that my wife and I have exchanged. She is absolutely right. Literally for 5 years we have been unhappy (at times) and been expressing our desire to make things better. I had no idea that it had actually been this bad between us, for so long. No wonder she left. I am just at a loss.....
It makes me want go to my wife an apologize for being so ignorant. I want to show her how much I have improved and become a better man. I treat her better now than I have for years it seems, and we're currently separated and barely talking! Why didn't we make things better when we had the chance? Would we be able to make things better now, if she was even willing to consider it again?....so sad right now
