Kind of a strange morning. W has called me twice at work to just talk. It's mostly about the charity/ website but also to tell me how her sister's kid is feeling. Pretty random stuff that I would have thought could wait until later tonight or tomorrow. I truly won't ever understand my W or the WAS. For last week we've barely said 10 words a day to each other, yesterday I help her a little bit and we have a total of maybe 10 minutes of small talk, and this morning she's acting like old times and nothings wrong. I guess this is how she has always handled issues (case in point how she's all of a sudden reconnected with her family w/o discussing last 4 years of silence) but I'm struggling with what to do with it. Feels like another hill on the roller coaster of DBing, we were at bottom of hill and now W thinks it's ok to talk and act pleasant again.
It appears that it's possible to get back into the 'friends' thing this weekend but it's just not where I'm at right now. Thankfully she works late tonight so just me and kids so don't have to 'act' until tomorrow. If I can do this I deserve an Oscar. And up the coaster hill we go...
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
