I know what you mean GG. In someways it is getting easier. I think of the mess I was in the beginning. But if I take it in context of today it's seems just as bad as any other. It's like counting the minutes to bedtime then trying to sleep and I can't turn my brain off.
M38,H39 M:16Y BD:8/12 OWDB:11/12 S:11/12-5/13 "Temp" home:6/13 OW dropped:9/13 "I love you":12/13 H ring on:2/14 Depression back:5/15 "I'm done:" 7/15 H moved out: 3/16 H moved back: 12/16 Working on us: 3/17