This is a tough one....Regretful, you are not at the point where another relationship would benefit you. You will use it as a crutch and use it to make yourself feel good about you. You gotta do that work yourself.
Take all the things you have learned over the past while and use them. Make yourself amazing without someone to validate it for you.
No one is saying not to drop the rope, they are saying don't walk away. Two very very different things IMO. Walking away doesn't require you to do the hard stuff, it won't give your kids a different dad and you will still have to at the very least coparent with H
Trust me and everybody else when we say do not look for another R right now. This is not the time for you.
If we all had differing opinions, then you could tell us to f&$k ourselves. But we don't. We know you and love you and we also know that your happiness will come, because you are amazing and you are already walking our path.
But don't give up because you are tired, give up because you've reached the end.
