My old counselor called to check on me. She had watched my fb page She wasn't happy. I made a jab at women doing things liket his.
She asked me "When did you say her father died?" I said "I think 2 years ago now" She said "And when did this deprssion start you think?" ANd I suddenly remembered that email.
She sent me an email back in Oct 2011. (I think just one year after her father's passing, her mother died when she was 6) Her email was headlined "Depressed" She went on and on about her work and then about the end of it she said I'm not happy about our house, our money and myself and felt that everything was falling down around us and I also feel you're not happy with me. If I'm not happy with myself how cna i expect to make you happy with me too? I'm sorry I'm depress and I love you and I'm very glad you stuck with me"
It may be piecing together the "whys" a little more clearly, what you guys think? Severe depression? Ohh I learned, she never got off the Celexia Anti Anxiety med's. O.o She told me this last night. Been on them since June 2012. Just 2 months before things hit the fan.
M: 36/W: 28 T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me. Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer Nov1st: Both moved.
She wasn't happy. I made a jab at women doing things liket his. 