hi and hope all's well with you. i hate to think you're in crisis mode and feeling all alone out there in dbland
just wanted to say hi- just back from hsopital- younger sister & h back at home with mom now.
Major (discussion) w/ her husband- what a jerk. soooo- apparently i am truly the most self-centered person in the universe - geeez - no wonder everyone hates me . oh well- it's mutual i geuss. i'm done here- i'm done trying- i don't want ;to go thru life having to watch every single word i say because everyone around is is offended allllll the time. i can't get over it - what a family- what a buhcn of self-involved people. i was thinking of some of your comments about your mom-
i'm thinking i don't understand this group of women i'm related to- i cannot be this go-betwen guy anuymore. i don't even care if we all like each other or hate each other-
it's impossible - isn't it? people? so- how are your doing - and are you okay.??? have you reached some point of turnng off the "light" or not? it's fine if you're still "on the fence" - we do have the rest of our lives to get it right.
i forget and think things are really really crucial- all we need to do is breath- and remember there very p4obably is tomorrow- we can always __________ it then. whatever goes in the blank- it's still going to be there tomorrow.
i'm having a very big old self-pity party here- complete with red nose. i just don't get it - really. anything-
i'm too tired to even rant- hope you're good- write and say yea or nay- happy new year- hang in there dearie(((__))))
