You should look to change the games into another hobby as well. Something new. Something different.
P.S. Knowledge of ones surroundings is better than being in the dark. So do not beat yourself up too much for getting angry over something that hurt you deeply. Learn to become indifferent to it so you can stop with the feeling-thinking patterns.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
