At the courthouse waiting for my attorney. I am shaking. I don't know what I am so scared about. Nothing bad is going to happen to me today. I called my counselor for guidance. He told me that H is just angry and looking to get his way by using any method he can. I feel so sick. I wish it was over.

I guess I am scared that the judge is going to make me move out and take away my access to the money. Maybe I am scared H will try to take the kids from me. I dunno. My lawyer has a plan. I trust my lawyer and my counselor and God. I just pray the judge is fair.


AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012
Two kids, one dog
D Final 6/18/14
J marries OW 1/24/15
"No matter where you go, there you are"