How to make it work again?

[scaredsilly]

i can tell you that so far, the first 6-7 months of what i went through last year was so much more difficult than what i'm doing now. however, it became much easier the last half of our separation and i was very happy, hence, the difficulty now. i was getting very used to living on my own, doing whatever i wanted, whenever i wanted, and with whomever i wanted. i'm giving that up a little now...

i'll let you know my progress with the current sitch.