Almost Over...

[Dewayne]

Thanks. yeah I ruined it for good I think as far as maybe stopping the Divorce. It should be done in about a week or two.

She is still wanting to see Jack Reacher next week. Should I go then or not?

What do you guys say about her statement of this:

"im sorry it was like this but thank you for the papers. i want to still be friends and see where we lead, if ur still up for it. i just want to soul search right now and if we were meant to be then i do believe we should start fresh; forget the past altogether for our new lives."

I know what it says about what they say, but is there anything in this I need to "see"? Or should I ignore all of it? Particular part for me is the friend thing. Some people say "NO! Being friends after is a no no and will kill all chances" Some say "Sometimes you have to start back from the beginning so give it a shot"

After last night I came home and thought long and hard again. I still feel she's confused (whether she feels it or not) because this is completely unlike her, and I feel in my heart that she's going to come out of it. I realized I do still love my wife.

At teh same time I'm just so sick of hurting and being in this position. It's not fair to my daughter to have such a pair of loving parents who got along and loved each other to suddenly have one of them simply not care anymore, and not want to try harder. I've always expected if we had issues then one would say "Ok, we need counseling, this isn't going well"... but that apparantly doesn't happen a lot.

Think i'm going to go shoot some face on Battlefield 3 and get my mind off things.

Adinva, thank you so much. Sandi, thank you for the reply as well and please, feel free to slap me around or give me whatever you feel I need.