I came home from work yesterday, and noticed that things were gone from the house. My wife had come by with her father, and loaded up clothes, personal items, a desk, several computers, a tv, and an elliptical. Seeing those missing made the reality that this marriage could really be over all more painful. I was tempted to text or call her about it, but I didn't. She ended up emailing me about the situation. She started the letter by saying that she hoped I had a good day, and that her father helped her take some stuff back to her room in his house where she is currently living. She talked about splitting other items on a later date, and hoped that the antidepressants that I just started taking yesterday would make me feel better. She also hoped that I was doing ok. A part of me wants to cling onto the possibility that things will work out, and that she is "testing" me to see how I cope with all of this. Another part of me is trying to cope with the fact that I might actually lose my wife, and it is very hard to swallow. I am going to continue trying to GAL and not worry myself over the situation. I will also not pursue her, or contact her unless she initiates. I just want my wife back, and at this point, I am willing to try anything.
