I will get by....

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks everyone. I did very well tonight considering. D had a complete and total meltdown on H tonight. I'm still dealing with the aftershocks. She is beyond out of sorts.

I said nothing to H about tomorrow's court date. I just told him we were signing the mediation papers tomorrow. My lawyer knew he would try to get me to sign documents tonight. He told me do not sign anything!!

H may also be torked because my attorney sent an email earlier today stating that H will have to pay about another $1200 on top of child support to equalize our incomes after the D is final. That may have sent H over the edge.

My head is spinning. I can't wait until tomorrow is over!!