How about you chalk it up as a draw and move forward from here?

What is that verse about the seventy times seven?

That doesn't mean you don't work on issues going forward but resentment for past deeds gets you no where.

I wish you good luck.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss