It's None of my Business

[BeingMe]

Urgggghhh! The season must've gotten to me because I once again, stupidly, tried to discuss our R, saying how much we get on so well, so why would we get a divorce ... blah blah blah .... He, of course, like all the other times, said no because yadda yadda yadda ... so it won't work, etc. Yet, it's me doing the fre@king work. I have to go to the lawyer, and discuss everything, fill out all the paperwork. He says if it's reasonable he'll sign. How nice of him. (Yes. I was being sarcastic.)

So, onwards to divorce. We had dinner on New Year's eve with friends, who we also saw the new year in at midnight. I've lost quite a bit of weight now, and wore a pretty blue dress, with tights and boots. My D20 said I looked hot (she's so kind, knowing to say it in front of her dad). H actually said I looked pretty.

2013 is going to be very interesting, and I hope a lot happier and hopeful and adventurous and fun and so much more than 2012 which wasn't bad, but it was filled with a lot of confusion and misplaced hope and discoveries of awful lies.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!